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Friday, October 26, 2012

The great plan. Just for today

  You have heard it said god works in mysterious ways, and that everything happens for a reason. These are said when believers cant explain away why so many bad or evil things happen in this world. I hear it said or see it written every day. We dont know why there is evil but just know that god is in control. Ok? God is in control huh? So everything that happens,, god allowes, better yet god planned.
   Yes my friends your loving god has everthing that has happened, and everyhing that will happen planned. Lets look at just one day of his great plan.
  Today 18,000 children will starve to death. 18,000 children (2007 UN) But their parents can go to bed tonight with a glad heart knowing that their children we part of gods big mysterious plan!!! Yeaaaaa!! Praise god!!!
    Today an estimated 781 (1999) children will be sexually assulted. Just here in the goood ole USA.Man does that god work in mysterious ways. Praise god?
    Today an estimated 3 children will be murdered. (2008). Just in the US. God needs those children.
    Today 2,185 children will go missing. All according to his divine plan.
    Today, 6 children will loose their fight with cancer. Even though many prayers were sent skyward. Cant change the plan you know. That is over 2000 children a year, and just in the US.
     Well there you go, just a little bit of the fun god has planned for today. So lets get on our knees and that him for such a wonderful plan!!!! Yeah god you go!! But I have only written a small part of his plan for today. Want to know the rest? Watch your news channels.
  I know I know, it is not god it is satan right. SO Satan is in control? He has the power to change gods plan? Does god have a plan for each of our lives or not? Does it not say in your book that he has planned everything in advance and nothing happens unless he allows it? I mean it should not supprise you that god will allow, or has planned, for all these bad things to happen to children. Just read your book. There is page after page of god ordering the murder of children.
    There are many excuses believers use to justify the actions of their blood thirsty god. But they are only things said to make themselves feel better. I myself see zero evidence that there is a just and loving god in control of this world. My question to you believer is, how do you live with this? How do you justify your gods actions? Do you really consider all the evil in the world?
  

Sunday, May 6, 2012

I am back.

Well here we are again. I have decided to continue my blogs about religion. I know this topic upsets many, but I think it is important. My first blogs were very angry and hurtful, I was mad.
With this new blog I hope to be respectful and considerate. No matter how I approach this subject some will feel I am overstepping my bounds and some will even be offended. There is no way around this.
I am not apologetic about my stance against faith. I believe it to be a bad thing. I will not debate any blog related material on my fb page. If you wish to comment please do so on the blogger site.
Bit religion will not be the only thing I write about. So stick with me.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

       I stood outside tonight, feeling the breeze on my face. The sky was dark and peaceful. I could hear the chimes singing in the air from Moms front porch. I could see Zane in the house froze to his computer. The cars quietly passing by. As I was soaking all this in I felt at peace. All the world was right.
       After my hospital stay a month ago I knew that I had to make some changes in my life. Eating healthy and exercise was a no brainer for me. But I knew I needed to change the way I thought, how I interacted with others, and how I treated myself, mentally. Kind of change my inner dialog. I noticed that I had been upset about something or other, or fighting about something for a long long time. I let what I thought others were thinking about me affect who I was.
      I decided that I did not need to change my core beliefs. I just needed to change how I acted upon them. I am still a non believer in any god. But I dont need the stress of fighting about it anymore. I just smile at all the , god loves you's and I'll pray for you's and go on, knowing that the folks who tell me this really mean well.
      I try my very hardest to be upbeat and chipper. Try to stay focused on my goals. Try to stay positive. Speaking of goals, I have some now. I believe that working toward something is key in a happy and fulfilling life. I have weight loss and exercise goals for every day.
      Will write more on this subject later. Got to go tend to Zane

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Time

   Oh how we waast time. It is all we have to share with others. It works against us all.
       As I get older and begin to really realize my mortality ,I Think of all the time I have wasted on foolishness.All of the time I have lost to less than worthy causes. Time spent in self intrest. The wasted time being angry or upset.Time I chose not to spend with or on those I love.
        As I have always said, it is always too late when you realize that this might be a bad idea. As a guy with a lifetime of bad ideas I believe that I can write with some athority on the subject. Most of my bad ideas have stolen time away that I could have spent ,,,well ,, better.
       I have spent too much of my time being angry or upset. Too much time wasted poionting out others faults.I think that I am far worse than anyone I talk poorly about or talk down to. ( most of the time we do this to the ones we love. The ones who have , in spite of our own many faults, have for some reason stuck by us) The regrets I will have at the end ,if I do not change, will be unbnearable.
       What of the time I have wasted on sarcasim towards those that I love? The times I have used harsh words instead of kind ones? I would love to take back every single one.How long can you be mean and rash with someone before they resent you?
        I write this because my little Zane is growing so fast.I do not want to wast any time that could be spent on him.I want to share in his life. Every moment if I could. I wasted so much time on fools errands when my other two kids were young. In a blink of an eye they are grown. I think of all the time I wasted on things that were not important when I could have spent it with them. I cannot get it back.
       I also write this because my Dad gave us a scare a few years ago, and we thought we were going to loose him. I cannot imagine a world without him. He has ALWAYS been there for me. The time I have left with him, which I hope is a lot, I do not want to waste. I do not want to waste the time I have with my Mom, who has been an angel to Zane and I. She has done and still does so much for us. I dont know how we could make it without her. I think of the time I would like to spend with my Bro. And the time I can spend with all of my family.
         Time is all I really have.It is all any of us have. You never know when it will run out. Be kind to those you love.